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Selfish
Published on 2012-03-12 13:52:00
People are always telling me that I am such a good person. That I have a big heart and care so much. But what people don't realize is that like everyone else I too can be on the selfish side of things. My little brother is expecting his first child soon (a boy) and I am seething with emotions. Rage, sadness, contempt and heartbreak. Because out of the four of us I was the first to have a child. The circumstances were anything but ideal, none the less I was the first and it is heartbreaking for [..] > read more
Forgive Me
Published on 2012-03-07 14:47:00
I hid while you were taken. Watched from the shadows as you were broken.Can you forgive me?I saw the monster rise.His depravity cloaked behind his mask.Leeching the light from your eyes.Can you forgive me?I felt the pain of your broken bones. Silently cried as he took you with blood.And watched as he clothed you so no one would know.Can you forgive me?I thought I left you behind. I was safe.That I had erased your memory from my mind.Turns out I was wrong.Staring at my reflection I see you've bee [..] > read more
Finally made a batch of new wallpapers. Hope Ya'll enjoy.
Published on 2012-01-19 18:44:00
Kat's Confessional - Bipolar Lull
Published on 2011-11-20 03:32:00
So today was another awkward and bad day for me. I was so out of it. If I would have went outside people would have thought I was on drugs or something. My mind was racing non-stop all day and at the same time I was super tired exhausted. I could barely keep my eyes open. I have no idea what was going on or why it happened but it is not something I want to experience again. The really crappy part about it is after I snapped out of whatever that was I plummeted into one of my lulls. My thoughts b [..] > read more
Dear Mom -- I Am Bipolar
Published on 2011-11-17 01:04:00
The past few weeks have been pretty close to my lowest in my life. I feel so miserable and broken inside. I finally caved and went to try and get some help with my problems. And found out a few things that deep inside I already knew but didn't really want to acknowledge out loud. I am bipolar and I have PTS (Post Traumatic Stress). Admitting this publicly (even though I'm sure no one will see this) feels like a step in the right direction. And hopefully I can keep going on the right track, becau [..] > read more
Dark Magic - Work in progress poem
Published on 2011-11-06 16:18:00
I've tasted your magicBlack and cold as your heartForever tainted, soiled and depravedI've tasted your lips.Sweet turned soured like your promises to liesI've felt your hand, once soft and gentle clasp my soulChoke my heart and wrench the life from me > read more
New Music -We Are What You Say - Dead Sara
Published on 2011-10-29 00:17:00
Take a listen to this awesome and kick ass song by DEAD SARA. > read more
Katerina "Kat" Graham
Published on 2011-10-18 16:20:00
Katerina Graham (aka Kat Graham to us TVD fans) is a professional actress, author, dancer and singer/songwriter. She is most commonly recognized as Bonnie Bennett from the show,The Vampire Diaries. On August 31, 2011 this multi-talented beauty released her first E-book entitled "The Blue Sky Chronicles", in which she "explores the darker side of love with her debut book, a collection of Neruda styled poems. She chronicles a space in time when falling in love is more of a thread unraveling, the [..] > read more
Kat's Confessional
Published on 2011-10-15 22:17:00
Alone With You - Jake Owen- Free Mp3
Published on 2011-10-14 10:21:00
Jake Owen gets back to doing dark and melancholy with his follow up to "Barefoot Blue Jean Night". "Alone With You" sounds similar in premise to Lady Antebellum's "Need You Now" but describes what it is like to be on the painful side of that late night mistake. Thanks to a contagious hook and Jake Owen's amazing singer/songwriter abilities this one is sure to be hit. You can both hear the song below and download the song for free.07. Jake Owen - Alone With youPowered by mp3skull.comAlone With Yo [..] > read more
Censorship? WTF I am not the word police...
Published on 2011-10-13 22:51:00
Okay so just an FYI this is going to be a rant.Just had a really annoying conversation with a gay friend of mine...The gay part is relevant to this story so don't go getting offended just yet. Anyway he sent me a message saying "Hi homo" on Facebook. He said it not me and then had the nerve to get mad because I didn't tell him not to say that word to me. He fussed for a good ten minutes about it and even told me that I had to tell other people to stop saying the word. First off I'm not gay and h [..] > read more
New Music - Jon Wolfe
Published on 2011-10-13 20:40:00
Jon WolfeIf you are looking in the right direction you notice that there really is no shortage of musical talent. No matter what the genre there is an artist out there to sooth all of our musical needs. Personally my taste run towards country music but I do listen to everything under the sun. My all time favorite Country Singer is Jon Wolfe. He is without a doubt amazing. Although many would still consider him to be an up-and-comer he manages to outshine and sing the best of them. And is honest [..] > read more