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Another New Beginning
Published on 2012-02-03 03:35:57
Today a week ago, you were released from a long term treatment facility, having been in rehab for almost a year. A lot of time has past since we last spoke, I’ve spent a lot of time reflecting on all … Continue reading → > read more
Dear Brother,
Published on 2011-09-13 06:06:21
I’m writing you this letter because I want you to understand why it is hard for me to accept, what felt like a flip apology for “the trouble you caused”. The last time I tried to write you a letter … Continue reading → > read more
In Case You Were Wondering…
Published on 2011-06-09 04:49:02
… We’ve been having a fabulous time since you’ve been gone! Its wonderful! Mom & Dad have come around to the fact that I no longer care to spend my days discussing you and so instead our time together is … Continue reading > read more
Here We Go Again
Published on 2011-02-11 03:17:03
Well surprise surprise! You’re back! It only took 7 and a half weeks for you to grow a pair and come home, face the music and face up to what you have done. So you sold your car and spent … Continue reading → > read more
SEVEN!
Published on 2011-02-04 01:32:21
I really can’t believe, I have no words. Seven long weeks since you walked out on us all. Seven long weeks of emotional turmoil. Seven long weeks being tormented by nightmares of what has happened to you. Seven long weeks! … Continue read > read more
Unanswered Questions About Waiting
Published on 2011-02-02 01:46:04
There is nothing more tragic than a life wasted. We have one life to live. Once chance. And to waste it is a travesty and a tragedy! You have chosen to waste you life and the true tragedy in that … Continue reading → > read more
When They’re Gone..
Published on 2011-01-30 01:10:34
How will I live a life of joy knowing that I have a brother somewhere but not know where you are? How will I life a life of joy not knowing under what circumstances you are living? How will I … Continue reading → > read more
6 Weeks
Published on 2011-01-28 05:32:07
Tomorrow it will be 6 weeks since you walked out, disappeared, no explanation, no phone call, nothing. 6 weeks since you seemingly ceased to exist. How are we all holding up? We seem to be getting past the constant crying. … Continue reading &# > read more
5 Weeks
Published on 2011-01-22 01:49:45
That’s how long you’ve been gone for. 5 Impossibly long weeks. I don’t know how Mom & Dad are still standing, they are stretched to the very limit and at their absolute wits end, I’m not sure they can go … Continue r > read more
A Criminal!
Published on 2011-01-18 00:37:30
That’s what you are. A common criminal! A thief! You’ve been stealing from Mom & Dad for years! Only this time its different! This time they are fed up with you. This time they are not going to bail you … Continue reading → > read more
In 2 Days…
Published on 2011-01-17 06:14:43
You will have been missing for a month. You’re a cruel son-of-a-bitch! The least you can do is call and tell Mom and Dad that you’re ok, that you’re not coming back and they should stop waiting for you. Because … Continue read > read more
How Will This End?
Published on 2011-01-12 01:38:09
You’ve been missing since December, 19th. We don’t know where you are, I’m not even sure I care anymore and it looks like Mom & Dad are reaching the point where they don’t want to care anymore either. I think … Conti > read more
My Prayer For The Holidays
Published on 2010-12-20 05:55:49
God grant me the serenity to accept that you’re an idiot; courage to not smash your face in; and wisdom to hold my tongue & argue with your stupidity.. AMEN > read more
Living In Your Car?
Published on 2010-11-08 02:26:38
Now that must be fun! According to the cops you’ve been living in your car since last Monday. You have no clothes with you, no toiletries, so God alone knows how that car must be stinking. You’re lucky you’d run … Continue rea > read more
The Perfect Child
Published on 2010-11-06 12:30:52
That’s what I strive to be. The perfect child. That’s what you have forced me to be. There is no way that I could have Mom & Dad think they had raised to fucked up children. So I had to … Continue reading → > read more
Numb
Published on 2010-11-05 02:33:20
That’s how I feel. I’m not even scared that something has happened to you. I’m not even sure that I care, actually, I’ll go a step further. I hope something has happened to you. No I don’t! Yes I do! … Continue rea > read more
Over Rated
Published on 2010-11-02 08:48:20
People are shocked when I make the statement that having a sibling is totally over rated. Do I wish my brother was dead? Um… Uh… yes and no! No because despite the hell he puts us all through, he is … Continue reading → > read more
Admissions
Published on 2010-09-03 03:34:51
I have a rather heated/tearful conversation with my Mom this morning. We have a very good relationship which always turns a little sour whenever my brother gets up to his old tricks! She tells me both her and my Dad … Continue reading → > read more
You’re Back…
Published on 2010-09-02 02:16:44
… and so full of bull shit! I cannot understand how Mom can actually believe the bull shit crap lies you sprout from your mouth. You’re depressed? Are you fucking kidding me?? Dude, if I was 36, unmarried, with no … Continue reading > read more
Collision Course
Published on 2010-09-01 07:23:07
Its happening again. The warning signs have been screeching in my head for the past few weeks. I knew this was coming. I don’t understand why my parents believe him, why they think this time would be different to any … Continue reading &# > read more