Daily rants and/or musings about me, my life, and stuff. Oh and smut, lots and lots of smut.
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Published on 2010-08-26 03:15:00
Say whatever you want...
And I was doing so well!
Published on 2010-08-24 06:32:00
Fuck! Just when everything was going so smoothly and nicely. Well.. relatively, I mean it totally sucks and then some on top of that but that's my cross to bear and I've been so stoic about it recently.. I think you could say I've bearing it with grace. So hear I am.. coasting along with things being only a little bit below average.. for me.. ie totally fucked up sucking by normal standards.. I watch a nice ep of one of the better calibre of modern television programs on at the moment.. go to ge
I did it!
Published on 2010-08-23 11:22:00
I was recently talking about certain stuff that I intended to do. You know if you've been reading and if you haven't you probably don't care so whatev..Anyway, I didn't do it.. then put it off.. and then some more time went by and I'd done nothing of the sort. Then I put up a reminder on the blog, so that people would egg me on more.. no one did as you care so fucking much but what can one do.Then.. I did something! It wasn't a whole lot, mostly the embryo of what's allegedly to come, and some p
It's so hard being me, #44 or somethingl like that..
Published on 2010-08-21 10:30:00
I feel really poorly today. Somewhat reasonable right now with just a lingering headache, but I've had bouts of what I like to call "crumminess" all day.. and it's a Saturday and it's quite nice outside so I ideally would have liked to do stuff today. You know, stuff.. going outside, going places... doing stuff.But I feel crummy. Too fucking crummy to do any stuff that's worth doing. And yes, anyone who follows this blog closely will know that I was, yes, drinking last night and bragging about i
And we're here...
Published on 2010-08-20 14:40:00
It is now officially the weekend. It's Friday evening.. here at least and... wait a minute.. *thinks*... is it officially the official weekend before 12am Saturday? I mean.. you.. and by you I mean normal people who do the week a day work thing, ie not me not really or people who work at night or overtime or whatever but what the hell.. anyway..yes, I have had a few drinks already. Where was I? Oh yeah.. it's the weekend.. at least as far as I'm concerned even if it isn't officially, but it is o
The trials of modern life.
Published on 2010-08-19 09:46:00
Being a coffee drinker is hard. You must have it every day, in the morning, at least one, maybe more. You need it to be in that waking zone where one can do work and whatever else is expected of one.. or at least you believe it enough that it makes it real.I personally need 2 or more every day, and by "need" I mean kinda sorta feel like having, because.. well, just because.. because I feel empty, bored.. sometimes tired.. I dunno. Point is I need one, then I need another one.. and after that it
The word "glum" comes to mind.
Published on 2010-08-18 12:19:00
I've been having a serious case of the blahs recently. You know when you're just feeling... bla.. and you just can't figure out why.. there's no reason, everything is just... blah. A combination of worries, irritating people, the pointlessness of modern life getting to you, that sort of thing. Oh and feeling like life is passing me by and I'm not doing anything that I want to be doing moving towards much desired goals bla bla bla.. blah.. nevermind what I "should" be doing.. that's not happening
For about the 600th time.
Published on 2010-08-17 07:38:00
There's someone here fixing the water heater. Altogether that is, not just for this place.. it's only about the 26th time for this place.It's taking fucking ages and he keeps calling me in to ask for something or whatever.. I just want it done. Done meaning working much like it did before, not very well at all, warming up to luke warm, or turning the heater on whenever the hot water is running, or not working for 3 or 4 hours as we fiddle around in it, or exploding all over our kitchen. I dunno.
Is there something like this out there?
Published on 2010-08-16 11:54:00
Today's word o' the day is yet another one, which sounds kind of funny and has a kind of cool meaning..incunabulum in-kyoo-NAB-yuh-luhm , noun;1. The earliest stages or first traces of anything.2. Extant copies of books produced in the earliest stages (before 1501) of printing from movable type.I like the word itself because it almost sounds like it has bum in it :) No really.. ok really.OMG the earliest stages or first traces of anything! It's like.. it's like.. wow.. kinda like this.Somewh
Being all ironic so it's cool.
Published on 2010-08-15 05:41:00
This is something I don't do often.. or ever so I'll probably be pretty bad at it. In fact I'm trying my damnest to be bad at it.. and if you consider the fact that it's not entirely impossible that I'm not just naturally bad at it well.. you'll see.The DepthsI plunge deeper.DownI recognize what I seeI've been here before..Lived here,I know this like I know no otherthe depths.I look above but alas,my struggle ispointlessHere I remain...............................................................
*insert grumble here*
Published on 2010-08-14 09:16:00
I was going to be doing all this stuff this weekend, and next week. Or rather I was supposed to be doing cool stuff next week which would give me the excuse to slack off this weekend because next week I was finally going to be busy doing stuff that would add to my rather paltry collection of stuff that I have and be the first of said type of stuff that I've even done this calendar year.But I'm not doing any of that stuff, because that stuff required I be chosen to do it by other people and yet..
No comment.
Published on 2010-08-12 09:15:00
*is all quiet and stuff*
Sometimes I reckon it would be cool...
Published on 2010-08-11 03:24:00
to have one of those blogs that get tons and tons of comments.. even on really short posts that don't really say anything. Know what I mean?
You shouldn't do this..
Published on 2010-08-10 10:00:00
Today's word o' the day is so... well I just like it, that I thought I'd blog about it even though it's not the appropriate day for such things.. just cos I wanted to. So there.Absquatulate:Ok I said you shouldn't do this so you probably think it means something horrific, and mean and rude... but it actually means "to flee; abscond" which seem like cowardly irresponsible things but sometimes it's the right thing to do.. I reckon. Maybe. Anyway I just like the sound of the word.
Just so you know.
Published on 2010-08-09 09:39:00
I still haven't even begun to maybe think about getting that film thingy done that I said I was going to. I haven't even taken the cam out to the park or whatever to practice using it.*waits*Gimme a break! I've been working all day.. actualling WORKING! And I was hungover all yesterday because one of my friends had the nerve to have a birthday and make me drink and it's raininb well it was raining and there's so much do to.. oh my!jeez!
Who needs these "friend" people anyway?
Published on 2010-08-08 07:05:00
One of my friends had a birthday yesterday of all vulgar, common things. This meant that I was positively forced to go out and drink with him of course. I was "literally" roped into staying out and having beer after beer and of course.. him having a habit of ordering shot after shot of Fernet Citrus for our jolly party of 3 was made, practically at gunpoint to down every one of them.I have a headache now.Friends! *snorts derisively*
Help me out here folks..
Published on 2010-08-07 10:49:00
You (singular) might recall a few weeks ago I wrote about my ambition to finally get off my buttocks and do some of the film stuff I've been talking about doing.. from the simplest example of filming just for practice to a fully blown short crappy film.Well. I haven't done a thing. Not just, haven't put a film up, I haven't made either a real film or just a practice example of what the cam can do. Neither have I even brought the bloody camera out of wherever I put it last. I also haven't thought
I'm working on it..
Published on 2010-08-06 10:01:00
I might have mentioned a bit back that I'm actually really sorta working now as opposed to before when I was sort of working but not really. Well, I still am. What I'm doing is working out more or less with some small glitches.. ok the glitches can seem sort of big. This week has been a slow one for complicated reasons that are not really due to anything I've done but I'm not going to get into nevertheless.Not sure exactly what I'm getting at here.. I mean I know but having a point in writing it
Wanna Ride?
Published on 2010-08-05 07:30:00
I'm throwing this out to y'all out there to caption.
Too many mistake's people!
Published on 2010-08-03 04:39:00
I've noticed recently.. and I don't know if it's that I just seem to paying attention to it more, or if it's more prevalent in places I've been reading more lately or there are just more people doing it now.. as opposed to some vague time that came before what I'm putting under the "now" heading but fuck there are a lot of poorly placed apostrophes around!Try saying that three times quickly.Poorly placed apostrophes.I know I've written about this before and for more people it's not the most rive
um...
Published on 2010-08-02 08:53:00
Today's Word o' the day is:spatchcock:*insert frazzled smiley here*Definition:1. To insert or interpolate, esp. in a forced or incongruous manner.2. A fowl that has been dressed and split open for grilling.3. To prepare and roast (a fowl) in this manner.kay..Happy Monday.
There I did it!
Published on 2010-08-01 07:31:00
I'll let you figure out what it is I did...*goes quiet*It's something I promised to do in fact said I'd done and then explained well I hadn't yet but I would by the time someone noticed and then i didn't.*just looks and stuff*I had a weird dream again but I don't remember any of it, well I do but not anything I can put into words. I was in a place, and there were these people.. and some tunnel or hall thing I went through. Or something.Happy August!!!
Care for a beer.. or blood?
Published on 2010-07-31 14:24:00
I had a dream about vampires last night. It's already evening here so the memory is very vague.. I vaguely remember the bits I went through in my head immediately after waking that I've mostly forgotten by now.. but there were vampires.It wasn't a scary dream.. at least I don't think so. It was like the bits in all the tv shows where vampires and other supernatural folk are hanging out doing mundane human like things, where everyone was doing mundane human like things. It came out of watching La
A couple of things.
Published on 2010-07-29 09:38:00
I had all these ideas in my head to write about, but I forgot them.Oh well.. can't have been all that important then. Mostly stupid stuff like.. um.. it'll come to me, at some time when I'm not writing or about to write and I'll store it away in the murky recesses of the lump o grey matter and by the time I'll get around to writing again it will be forgotten. Just a prediction.Oh I changed my profile pic. Well I haven't as of speaking but I sort of intend to so if I do in the near future then it
Being all dorky and stuff.
Published on 2010-07-26 07:38:00
It's Monday and the word o' the day is:potlach: A ceremony at which gifts are bestowed on the guests in a show of wealth that the guests later attempt to surpass. I quite like that.That's all.. carry on.