Blog Feed: CEO of the World

Leaving

Published on 2009-06-18 14:57:00

I think it's time to close this chapter. I'll be making a new blog soon.If I don't know you, email me and I'll send you the link.-L > read more

Wilting

Published on 2009-02-23 16:00:00

"Just because I don't always vocalize it, doesn't mean it's not always there."He told me this, and it was a thought that kept him smoldering like a coal inside my belly. It would fade, then he would say something like this again and it would reignite > read more

Quitting

Published on 2009-01-26 09:39:00

I want to write something. I want to write a lot of things. But I can't. Most of them are too personal for me to put up here. Or, maybe "personal" is the wrong word. They would test my pride. What would be a good word to describe that? "Shameful" > read more

Hello?

Published on 2009-01-12 22:55:00

Hello?Anyone there?Have I lost you all?Does this mean that now it's okay for me to finally start writing everything that I want to write for a change?I'm high right now. Probably not in the way I wish I was or the way you would assume I was. I went t > read more

Affair

Published on 2009-01-12 16:58:00

An acquaintance of mine has started an affair with a married coworker. It hasn't escalated to what would be considered an affair in the traditional sense because there has been no exchange of bodily fluids, but it seems even deeper. They talk and the > read more

Exist

Published on 2009-01-05 12:22:00

Yes, I know that last entry was all over the place. Yes, I know the little I write lately is all over the place, vague, nonsensical. It all reads like some sort of inside joke that no one is a part of except for me. Even the people who know me, those > read more

Un-resolved

Published on 2009-01-03 00:53:00

BSquared strolls by my desk, shoots me that disgusting star athlete Midwestern smile that I find so irresistibly alluring and asks me how my new years was and I say, "Good. Yours?" He tells me about his. His was actually good. He sends me an inst > read more

Just

Published on 2008-12-01 11:43:50

After over a month of running around, sporadic emails, missed opportunities and scheduling conflicts, the Architect and I finally got together for our first date tonight. While there's no grand story here, all I can say is that it was lovely. Just th > read more

P

Published on 2008-11-30 18:30:00

I want to grab P and slap him and shake him. "Do you know how lucky you are that I want you? Do you know how many men would love to be in your shoes?"I'm feeling childish and selfish and cruel. But mostly lonely.His eyes were very kind. They looked h > read more

Ink

Published on 2008-11-18 22:04:00

I've started a new job. Full time now at the same company I was freelancing for and I’ve taken to working late. Partially out of my own accord, partially because there’s too much to be done, mostly because there’s nothing to go home to. I spend > read more

Avoiding Work

Published on 2008-06-23 02:14:00

Avoiding work, writing scenes. A beginning that will most likely have no end. Much like all the other pieces of fiction I write. Don't judge too harshly.---------I was fourteen when I met him--a skeletal rendition of a woman I had the possibility to > read more