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Words mean everything
Published on 2010-10-08 12:30:00
She lies on her bed, the binding of the mattress pressing into her temple making her scowl she turns to grab the binding in her mouth and squeezes it between her teeth...such a weird thing to do she can read the lines on her face are in a ragey grima
The return of Johnny V
Published on 2010-08-23 22:53:00
Take comfort in the parts he doesn't knowTake comfort in the fact that he has no idea who you are and the fact that his disgusting self is never well hiddenTake comfort in you being too complex for himTake comfort in the flecks of skin he's mever tou
Published on 2010-07-28 18:53:00
humans are disgusting. They are disgusting, vile, selfish and hurtful. It's human nature. Today hayley's father said to her" if I had not brought you up right then yu wouldn't be who you are today. It's true hayley's is who she is because if him. But
The conversion from adolescence
Published on 2010-07-17 15:41:00
FUCK.She just keeps saying it to me over and over. Usually she's easy to read but now sh
A Hayley insight
Published on 2010-07-14 14:15:00
The sun is burning every inch of my bare skin, and the rain is a huge blissful contrast. I watch her,watching lovers, watching eagerly her eyes searching faces to find their positions in life. She's trying to replicate their smiles, observant of ever
The girl with the questionable morals?
Published on 2010-07-06 17:22:06
"I dream alot, the dreams bring cold sweats and laughing men... they have been laughing at me every night for a week."If you want to know how you feel about yourself just check in with your dreams. Hayley does."Most nights I just accept that when I f
Conspiracy to commit
Published on 2010-07-05 04:09:00
We find our heroine sitting on the cold stone wall outside her corner bungalow. Looking down, squeezing her eyes tight she wants so badly to be squeezing out tears but she's just squeezing out sobs. Long breathy sobs. Her Vogue cigarette is
Either tomorrow is the end, or it's the beginning of a whole new problem
Published on 2010-06-30 22:48:09
"Me and him live in two different worlds. I live in the world where, I hope, i try to do the best I can. I listen and the word no means no straight away. When the letters are placed in the right formation and flow slowly or rapidly from your lips, wh
I was watching the fight
Published on 2010-06-30 18:15:11
“ I made a mistake with him but will I stop making that mistake? What makes a normal, relatively stable girl shake it all up for a boy she hates??”well we’ve been here before Hayley haven’t we?“everytime it’s safe you mess it up, you love
The first blush
Published on 2010-06-30 18:14:55
"This is the only time in my life that I'm going to be upset about healing to quickly" Hayley told me.Let's skip the boring stuff and get back to the story.Me and Hayley back together. You have informally been introduced to Johnny V and Jablonski C,
I ran from you, now I run to you
Published on 2010-06-28 22:07:00
Hot tears, flushed cheeks, adrenaline takes over I push off the last step. I take two steps at a time now. I reach the landing one more flight and I'm there. My face hits the orange carpet and blood spills from my nose I kick out and push off th
The last crazy one
Published on 2010-06-26 19:27:00
" Before there was Johnny V there was the man who gave me my straight up realisation smack. The guy who made me see how addicted to the wrong men I really am. His name was Brian Lowes "August, September 2008 Their relationship consi
Let the right one in
Published on 2010-06-24 20:59:00
(...Continued from the pink room)"We're working backwards and that's okay,right? I think. because last saturday I was working backwards too. It was some sort of magnetism. I was damaging myself just by standing in that park. I had damaged myself by l
In the pink room
Published on 2010-06-21 17:40:00
I strike a match to light a marlboro red.. they're too strong but they're all I have so I offer one to Hayley. I tell her that I never smoke alone so she has to share the joy.It's been two days since I last saw her "where have you been?" I ask..