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Oh, the drudgery!
Sometimes it's hard to swallow the, oh-so-hard, fact that life isn't an adventure all the time. Sure, there are worse problems in the world, but we all have the right to complain every now and then. You know that feeling when you know that you're on your way, you're on the go, but things are going incredibly slow, right before that "pop" that makes it all go "swoosh"? Yup, that's how I feel at the moment. Feels like i'm wading through a huge sea of tar, not in the negative sense, it's just that
Up and up we go.
There. Finally. I'm climbing upwards again after having had some sort of a mental recession during the summer. The sun can't shine all the time, nor can it rain all the time either. Plans are being made and ideas are taking form once more. Not sure what it was really that made me feel so low for a while, wether it was the experience of coming back to a world where mostly everyone is trying their damdest to pretend to live lives which are fake, but sure as hell looks good from the outside, or per
Not a day goes by
Not a day goes bywithout me gazing towards the horizonpondering, dreaming and schemingitchy feet taking one step at a timeNot a day goes bywithout me wondering what's out thererestless, anxious and frustratedweary eyes craving something newNot a day goes bywithout me asking whycurious, adventurous and defiantlingering doubt growing day by dayNot a day goes bywithout me saying my quiet goodbyessorrowful, seeking and yearningan aging soul on a quest for its pathNot a day goes bywithout me being as