The Flamm

Ready for a demotion like yesterday

Published on 2012-02-12 15:10:00

Every week I am getting called in to work, on my day off or even worse having to work 2 shifts because my fucking assistant manager has turned into the flakiest motherfucker on earth and of course NO one else can ever cover. This whole fucking year just feels like one giant shift at work. I cannot wait for March 4th. It's going to be the longest 3 weeks of my life. So tired of this shit.

It's okay to not have all of the answers

Published on 2012-02-09 08:57:00

I am engrossed in the moment. I have so much going on and so little answers about everything. I don't know what the answers are. But, that's okay. Whether I like the answer or not it's going to happen. I need to be fine with that. Even people who seek the answers early or people who can't live not knowing what the future will bring cannot possibly know what life will bring their way. They are setting themselves up for failure and disappointment before they even begin. Why can't we accept what co

Weird posts lately

Published on 2012-02-07 09:42:00

On Friday, February 3rd, I asked my wife for a divorce. Hence the weird posts and the internal struggles I've been having. It's been a very long weekend after talking to her on Friday. A lot of ups and downs and ultimately, a lot of sadness. In my heart things are set in motion. I want a divorce. I am no longer in love with my wife. I haven't loved her for a very long time and in fact, I feel like I never was in love with her in the first place. There has been mention, mostly by her and her fami