My Life Story

it's going to work out

Published on 2008-07-07 09:41:00

He doesn't think it's going to work out. He doesn't think we knew each other well enough, at least not in the real world kind of sense, yes, coz the real world is oh so much better. Yep. What else? It's him, not me. It's his deal, not mine. He's crazy, not me. I realized this when I was talking to earlier, maybe, just maybe, the reason I became so angry at him for rejecting even my friendship was

It's amazing, but

Published on 2008-07-05 02:18:00

It's amazing, but if you really look closely you'll discover that people are extremely private creatures. For all that we seem to want to boast and have ourselves become acclaimed, we still tend to bottle our truest and deepest feelings inside. And, for what? Most often to protect our helpless hearts from heaps of pain, anger, ridicule, despair or ultimately heartbreak. But, what if keeping our

"satisfaction" gauge

Published on 2008-07-02 21:59:00

Dreams have always fascinated me. I've always used my dreams as a personal life "satisfaction" gauge. If things are causing me added stress, it usually shows up in some wacky dream. I don't particularly pay attention to the actual people or events in my dreams, but rather the overall theme or feeling of them. Dreams are fluid and ever-changing. In one picture you could have a bear in a red house,