The anonymous musings of an alcoholic, pessimistic, asshole, Korean-American-Roman-Catholic-Elmhurst-Bayside-New York, NY brother-..
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Leaving
Published on 2009-06-18 14:57:00
I think it's time to close this chapter. I'll be making a new blog soon.If I don't know you, email me and I'll send you the link.-L
Wilting
Published on 2009-02-23 16:00:00
"Just because I don't always vocalize it, doesn't mean it's not always there."He told me this, and it was a thought that kept him smoldering like a coal inside my belly. It would fade, then he would say something like this again and it would reignite, tickling me into a giddy, giggling school-girl mess.But then the day comes when you can feel it, like a switch has flipped off and it's not there - just a lump of coal that won't catch, a stomachache.It's hard watching something fade, a slow burn t
Quitting
Published on 2009-01-26 09:39:00
I want to write something. I want to write a lot of things. But I can't. Most of them are too personal for me to put up here. Or, maybe "personal" is the wrong word. They would test my pride. What would be a good word to describe that? "Shameful" sounds too dramatic, but it's something along those lines. A few people still read this site and I just can't admit certain things. I can't let them know that I'm doing and thinking certain things. It's just too sad (in a pathetic sad kind of way,