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Hesitating
Published on 2010-03-22 04:53:00
When I hesitate, is it as a sign that it's simply not meant to be, or a lack of conviction on my part? When it doesn't feel right, should i stick with it till I'm absolutely sure, or should I just end it now and save all the energy, time and effort?When I don't feel appreciated, am I asking to much from others, or am I just setting my barriers to high? When I am not happy, is the world at fault, or should I just learn how to be content?When the trust is broken, is there a good enough
Nothing
Published on 2010-01-01 08:05:00
I know I can do it. I can see it when I close my eyes. I can see myself on top, successful, admired. And yet nothing.I read and hear about people making it big. I tell myself I can do the same. I feel inspired. I plan for tomorrow. Tomorrow becomes present. And yet nothing.A new year is upon us. I hope good things from it. I havemy resolutions. In a year’s time, will I look back and say I have accomplished nothing?I dream. I hope. I have always done so. I try my best. Live a full life. And yet
Alive
Published on 2009-12-26 09:46:00
I turn the music on and calmness overtakes me. Then I close my eyes and everything becomes tranquil. The music, the dark, my imagination awakens and takes its own course. I let myself be taken. I willingly yield and I am captured by it completely. I would feel warm, more alive even. I open my eyes. The warm feeling vanishes. I see my room. Reality settles in. I am but again escaping the real world with daydream.I feel myself breathing, my eyes watering and only a soft imprint of what energy I wa
