Well, I'm supposed to be studying right now but procrastinating me just cannot concentrate. I stumbled upon my old blog site in Xanga. I was like OMG! I totally forgot about most of these posts! This was like one of those blogs I buried deep inside my subconsciousness and almost lost in the graveyard of blogs in the web that I don't remember writing them and also I can't remember the feeling I had when I was that girl 6 years ago. One thing for certain about me then, is that my love life was the center of my attention like any normal teenage girl. ROFL.

My style of writing definitely has not changed. As I read on, I realized how easy I was to throw away the word "Love" and how I thought at that time, it was love that I felt. I couldn't have been more wrong. I wish I could just go back and tell myself that. I fell in-"love" at least 3 times with different guys in the life-time my old blog and wrote about them and I even said their names or nicknames there.(posted chat messages, memorized conversations and even swore a million times not to fall inlove again) :P I put the word love in quotation marks because that's the word I used in my old blog. Now that I'm older and presumably wiser now in that aspect, I know that what I felt then was nothing compared to the true test of love that I felt just in my recent past. I assume all of us goes through that stage. http://marianjanealumbro.blogspot.com/2010/08/my-roller-coaster-love-life.html